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Nur Suhadah Bte Taha
I turn older every 24 January
My priorities are my FAMILY and friends.

» Let me tell you something:
Lay a finger, and you'll be wishing you hadn't.
I do not care what you think of me or even talk bad about me because I know I had not done a single thing that affected you. Besides, you are just jealous. I understand:D

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Date : Sunday, May 31, 2009

demi kamu yg memahami..



terima kasih kerana kamu memberi aku peluang untuk blablablabla..haha!!okae...mlayu ku sungguh suckks!!hahaha!![tanpa dirumu aku rasa hilaaaaanggg...dan sepiiiiiii]hahaha!!!!seperti udara yg ku helah..lalalala...maafkan kan ku kerana bersikap sombong dan tidak memperdulikan perasaan mu..aku orangnya dun like to be praised..haha!!cam paham..aku seorang yg akan membuat sesuatu tanpa pengetahuan orang..thats mieeeee...bukan aku tidak mahu meghindarkan orang yg berbaik dngnku..aku cuma perlukan masa dan tenaga supaya memberinya dgn seikhlas hati dan bkan semata-mata untuk dipandang baik oleh orang..[haha!!mlayu faill sia...]dan aku hanya mahu bersikap benar pada diriku ini dan juga kepada kamu kamu dan kamu..kadang kala itu..bersikap benar akan menjejas reputasi kita...tetapi..aku tidak peduli..aku tidak mahu hidup dalam ketipuan..memang aku ini seperti sampah..selama ini..aku berdiam diri..satu-persatu memijak kepalaku..dengan itu..ia menguji tahap kesabaranku yg bermuncak..[correct ke?..hahasound so wronggg]..walaupun demikian...aku tetap manusia biasa yg ada perasaan dan harga diri..sedangkan binatang sendiri ada perasaan..bolehkah aku menjadi sampah yg boleh dikitar semula dan bkan sampah yg akan menjadi sebagai bahan yang akan membahayakan sekitaran??cehwah!!haha!!ape kaumepek suada..haha!!:D..i wanna lead a normal lifee..wit loovee..warmth..etcetc..juz like normal ppl doo..hmph..cant i?please if bueno..gimme some time..can mah??please ahhh...pleaseeeeee!!!okok??goood..hahaha!!kdone!:D but if ue wanna gimme up...doo it now...i'd rather its now then later..ok..goleks!!!
well...hahaha!!watched subaru dance yesterdae!nicenice..tahan airmateku daripade menitis dan membasahi pipiku..hehe..kk mepek suada..mepek!haha!!yea..watch subaru dance...a veri simple but how d storyline goes was an applause...its a very unique one..haha!!i wanna buy d cd...hagaga!!but...suddenly in d midd of d show...ezul was in my mind..idk y..but i cant forget him..aghh...if only he was here...maybe he's a 'bad' guy..but he did understand me..sometimes lah...but i cant forgive him talking bad about my abg..hmph!!kk...well..waiting for mama to cumm..tapi nmpk gaye...sheees not cummin jek..haixxx!!muz collect money!!okok..best..klah...tts all gee..byee[:takincre peepss..luve ue dudes n dudas...mmmmuacksss...shrek damn kiuut:Dhaha!

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Written on: 1:46 AM

Date : Friday, May 29, 2009


hahaha!!!tired siaaaaa...haha!!!todae lesson all d wae outside library..hagagaga!!!then afta recess we spent tyme talkin wit eac other...funfun!!!dangling??hahaha!!!wth!!kk..then mr ravin sae im one of them whu dun reli smile...n when im quiet...i'll giv d worry face..haha!!wat!€!!i doo smile in classs...onli u din c mr ravin..hahaha!!!:D...soo yea...went to donate blood...planning to donate with kembong...but she underage...so tk dpt...haiya!!!but...wait 4 d next one...14th..okae?sat beside..i 4got his name..haha!!he reminded mie to squeeez d tat squeeze thing uh..hahaha!!thankiue 4 remindig mie!!:]d needle inserted to succck d bloood long sia....i look at d needle being inserted into my flesh..hahaha!!!take sum pichas of mie...finish..then chose pink bandage wit smileyface...haha!!kiut siaaaaa:D:D:D...then go hoome...siap...mitt que at cck..n im like halfhour late...hagagaa...sowie...went to ljs n..tadaaa...saw zul werking..hahahaa!!!yeaa...n search for tops n bottomsss...but nth captured us...then went to tis jrg place..i dunnoe wat place..sb isit?ahahaha..then tkde pape..went to imm...haha!!walkwalk..goo roundround..haha..then que tepikat wit tis bag...veri nicee!!but well...she din bought it..haha!!then goo roundround..look inside secret recipe n instead of bueno..we saw que's teacherss..hagagaga!!well...bueno was at henderson..haha!!thought of mittin bueno tomolo..but wat to doo..he's goin oout...soo...tomolo juz go jogjog..n stay at homeeeeee then..haixxxx...sooo..thats all for todaeeee...:D..takincre dudes duedas...geeyea...byee...looovess...mmmuacksss..wee~:D

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Written on: 11:13 PM

Date : Thursday, May 28, 2009


hees....escaped froom monitoring hagagaga!!sowie mr ravin...but we hav to do it...thanks to d escape..i had a gooood tyme wit my kembong again..n dun feel that awkward around her animoore since d last tyme we reli have a greaaat tyme...watch super junior agaiiin!!hahaa!!!teukiteuk:D..hahaha!!well..i hope i can get back wit cesc like old tymes oso..haha!!n tarek illa in too...juz like old timesss..hagagaga...hmph..n of course d other twoo ex ori sis..rema n dee...but came keisha n haizan in...thanks for ure contribution in fx kei..as d oldest one...i reli respect ue 4 duin tat...but ue noe...things happenedd..soo thenn..we split up on 2008..it is a heartbreaking for mie to c uss apartt...day by day...we became further apartt...calling each other bitches and slutsss..maybe im too harsh on ue guys sumtyms..maebe i dislike ue guys...but deep..reli deep down inside mie...i still looove ue guys as my lill sis..miss d moments we're togetha...thought of having a fx reunion..but...will it happen?hhaa...haixxx..well...must not worry much...sumtyms we hav to liv d one we luve ryte...hahaha!:D....must turn a new leaf...hope ue galss are duin great out there gee...looove ue galss...from ure oldest sis..kembang..hagagaga....am i attached?hahaha!!im not suree too..hahaha!!feeel like givin up oredi...well..but...not now...its juz d beginning ryte..hahaha!!!muzzz holdon!!!hahaha!!!keepholdingonnn suhadah:D:D:D...luuuve ue bueno...haixxxx...doo i???doo he??hahahah!!hack care!!!hahahaha!!donating bloooood tomolo!!!gee yea![:one wish has cum truee...woooohooo!!hahahaha!!!meeeeting queque tomolo...cotton on gee..hehehe!!bila mauu jumpa bueno nie???aiyo...hahaha!!cmon peeps...lets appreciate n treasure them befoore we lost them n start regretting..okae?it'll b too late..haha...soo geeyea...thats all i guess...takincre!!loove ue dudes n duedas...mmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuacksssss!

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Written on: 7:58 PM

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waited 4 threeee months..finallly wit him...butt...its ending....so how??hahahaha!:D..but dun reli noee if he's serious or watsoeva uh..after telling him d truth..well...i was prepared to face it cos i noe its gonna be this wayy aniwaee...but i was reli damnfucking hoping that it woont..butt..well..hahaha!!!speeechlesss...feeels like soomeoneee stranglinggg n kicking mieee inside...reli hard...damn hard...relidamnfucking hard to stand!!!its double d fucking hard uh!my heart is noww smashedd into many piecesss...but...not to worry!slowly n slowly..i'll pick it up one by one and im gonna fix it fix it fix it..hahah!!!keeeeep holdinggg onnnn...justtt stay strooong...hahaha!!kinderbueno??he did exist...but..we're very farr apart..im a slut..he's an angel..hahaha!!kk...ohyarr...get scolded by ravin yesterdae cos i wanna go ite...i cried lah..but skejap jek...haha!!well...summ ppl juz dun understand ryte...haixx..hahaha!!!luckily ue guys came n cure mie up..hahaha!!!luve ue guysss...thanx 4 respectinggg...:D.....haha!!juz now twinn dah sesat otakkk...konfident seiii nexxt stop..hahahaha!!!tengteng...kan dh kene jalan lebeh jaohh..hahahaha!!!ouhyar...n pat skola got tis auntie vendor thought we're sibbs..haha..kiuuutkan...ofcourse im preetier lah kan..haha:D...so yeaa..haha!!mama turns fortythree liao..yay!!haha!!bought her a slice of coffee cake from bengawan solo..haha!!nga sengket uh...sowieee mama!!but shee still appreciate it lotsss...haha!!relieee luve that minah...sowie to hav dissapoint ue mama!!but im sure...i noe...oone dae..i'll repay bck...haha!!was at tpy central otw buy flower...then got tis guy wit his frennn suiitsuiit..haha!!so mama turnn...hagagagaga!!!kiuut ryte..hahaha!!!mitt nenek jap..haha!!so pweety sia..haha!!then was left at hoome alone...mcg2 wit bueno...n smth that reli hurts mie causes mie to sae all d thruth ouut..but...yea...haha...i dun wanna remmbr liao..haha!!soo yea...reli had funn wit mama!!loooves mama!!haha!!takincre dudes n duedas...looovessss...simply...i live for my family...ps..i loove himm..but he woont care..haha..soo how??thats all lah..hahaha!!tata..byee..:D soorry bueno for..sorry ravin 4 letting ue down..reli was hoping ue wuld understand...but..nth!haha!wee~

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Written on: 12:20 AM

Date : Saturday, May 23, 2009


damn tireddddd gee..hahahaha!!!damn...jog 4 hours n hours wit bong....estimated time...3hrs..hahahaha!!!n we oso went to d hutan near admiralthy near republic there..hahahhaa!!!aiyo gee....ulat crawl on my faceeee...eeeew!!!!hahaahaaa...wth!!!hahaha...then afta jogg...went to library wit illa...haha!4 awhile jek...then went off to mit kiddo..haha!!face so similar to yan kai..only got mold on his right cheek..aiya!!haha...criusly..look like yankai..hahahahaha!!!kiut lah tat guy...he's 16..hahaha!!afraid of insects...aiyo...but his badan lnice!!hahahaha!!!wear sleeveless summore...co incidentally he noes ezul..n he alwaes repeat...confirm ezul in rtc...or is he outside..n he oso tell mie that ezul is a playboi...bustard tol!..haha!!n ofcourse stress kejap..hahahaha!!!thenn..we play starestare..hahaha!!kiutkannnn...haha!he kiuuut sia...hmph....so yea...hahaha!!!mcg kinder tk eply...i felt sooo sad...cos evrytime msg him...he wont eply...or eply 2msgs thn no eply..aiya...hmph!feeeel like clappin one hand seiii...is there any chance 4 mie??hmph..hahha!!juz 4get it...muz b heppi!haha...muz tink positiveee..aiyo..hahaha!but...criusss...if i dun hav d chance tell mie soooooner...cos...i hatred wait..hahaha!!!it hurts lot....m i shoksendiriing...hahaha!!!!fuccck siaaa...cummon kinder..tell mie d truth..hahahhaa!!not desperate...juz dun wanna clap one hand..im tired of it...i've nvr hav a perfect love life..gah...was hoping 4 ezul...but he was juz pretending afterall..haix...i reli need sumooone to lean onn..:C..plzplzplz...hahaha!!!okidoki...thats alll 4 todae gee...takincre..byeee...luve ue dude n duedas...:D

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Written on: 10:19 PM

Date : Friday, May 22, 2009

woooooohooooo!!!hahaha!!!tiredtiredtired!!!!went out withhh titin..whu titin??qistina..hees...mmm...yeaaaa!!like duh lah...went vivoooo agian!!hahaha!!!no time to go to har pa villa uh...hahah!!wait her 4 40mins...walaaaao!!!!im gonna killl d bus driver ahh!!!hahahahaha..soo gee yea...shee wore dresssss....omg!!my pweety little minah!!haha!!![minah=ah lian]yeaaa..heesss....straight away went to ljs...walao!!d counter guy keeeep on saying hold on...aduhaiii!!!i was damn hungry lohh...didnt eat 4 d wholeeee dae...same goes to titin..haha!!thenthen...titin order 2pc chicken golden deal 1...he gave us 3pc..haha!!!luckily no need to pay xtra..hahaha!!!makanmakan...as per normal...que didnt finish her fooood...welll...i did!!hahaha!![eventhough im a biggg eater...i loss my weight okea!]...:D...sooo yeaaa...went to forever21[NOT SWEETSIXXXTEEN MINAH!]...hehe...walkwalk...before that goo zara...thenn off to our laughing gass shoppp...TOPSHOP!HAHAHAHA..n mitt titin's gurlfrenn..haaha!!!rambot so masaiii[messy]!!hahaha!!!thenthennn...go to topman shooppp...n saw my "boifie"!!sooo hottt...he wear shades....standing still there...aiyo..thennn...one gerl goo touch him..alamakk!!!ggo touch others lah!!!kalau tu bende patong takpe!fuckk ueee!!![mmg patong punnn!!hahahah!!!kkk mepek..]..aiyo gee..thenn bought KINDERBUENO n mangotea,titin bought crunchiee[making her irritating voiceee]...n off to henderson wavessss...hahaha!!!was soooo funnieeee...haha!!kentutberak peee..haha!!was scaryyy for sooometimes bcos of d height...soo tinggi uh!!haha...cnt stop laughing....que's fart=my laughing gass..hahaha!!it took us 30mins to rch..aghh...3.7km walk..hahaha!!then stoppp at d sit..was dmn hott loh...soo takeoff my crdigan...hahaha!!confident india walk...skali...mlayuuu...hahha!!!ohno!!!!fuuuckk..haha!!blablabla...werk there 4 30mins...titin was sittin like one retard nyonya showing her boxer..hahaha!!nice boxer babe..haha!!thenn sitsit...then off we gooo....hoooome switt homeee...geeyea![:..theres many to telll...am lazy to type..hahaha!!!okidoki...wanna sleeep..tomolo going jogging wit kembongundu..hagagga!!well..takincre people...thankiu titin 4 givin mie happinesss...luve ue minah....study ure math okeaaa!!dun givup...looooooove ue dudes n duedas..ps..Azmi fart in d library..hahaha!!!bunyik kiuuut sei..hagagaga:D...cya!mmmmmmuaaacksss...daDa loooves..mmmuackksss...yapedapedooooo...[mcg wit kinderbueno...hope im not clapping one hand gee..reli fall foor tis guy...but suddenly feel the fadenesss..hmm]

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Written on: 11:33 PM

Date : Thursday, May 21, 2009


alualu...hahaha!!skoool was rather tiring but then moore better then stayinggg at hooome..hagagaga[:...soooo...geeyeaaa...start going to schoool moore oftenn..hahaha!!result??all faill..except for mt n maebe english still got hooope...hahaha!!eventhough i fail..im still hepie wit my result gee..hahaha!!i've improve alottt...regardless of pontenging[bein absent]frooom skoool..hahahahaha!!soooo...i muz buckup to achieve better..hagagaga!!share lottssss of thingsss wit my abg pagar..haha!!nazme gates...alotalotalot..hahaha!!hoope he understandss what im going thru...hmph...feel bad towards lee though..cant balas blablabla...aiyo..thankiue lee 4 ure care n concern!!:D..hmph...appreciate it lotssss...haha!!JDB?abeh asal ehk?y ehk?got poblem mah?tautimai ah..walao...i must stay back liaooo..hahaha!!!but gooodlah...can fnsh hw at skool..then goo home can relaaax..hahaha!!k..am boored...xiaomei!!hahaha!!kinderbueno is moore hensem then hilmi...hahahaha!!!nana,nana...aiyo gee..dah sah sotong...its d same person lah gundu...hahahaha!!well..ure gunduness is my lauging gas gee..hahahaha!!!aiyo!!tis is d second tyme liao!!haha!!!illa not talking to her???wow!!im shocked!haha!!!nvr in my life..hahaha!!kk...enuff..hmph...soooyeaa...cant wait to goo out wit queque tomolo!!!!celebrating our 8yrs togetha:D:D:D..hahaha!!!sooo looong sia!!ahahahah!!hei my dearest atikah...sowie that im not there 4 ue now..but i'll cumm back owyte...be strooong atikah!!!ue must hor!!hahaha!!looove ue makcik...oops...:P..teehee...stress on wat to wear 4 tomolo siaaa...aghh!!!hahaha!!well..till here then...ohyar...thanks to them whu r asking 4 grudge?fites?watsoeva...cos i treat it as an entertainment...haha!!no spice...life will b lifeless...hagagaga!!!okidoki..thankiue to all whu stilll luve n care bout mie...hagagagaga...mcm phm...okidoink...takincre dudes n duedas...byee...mmmmmuaaaackssssss:]

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Written on: 8:13 PM

Date : Tuesday, May 19, 2009


alu gee..wic one hentem??lefft orr d right oone??haha!!its d same person lah gee..hahaha!he's my neww looovesss[;..im addicted to himmm..aghh!!haha!wat i meant is...fall for tis guy gee:D..haha!!sofaaast ryte...well..lyfe hav to goo on..btw...shhhhhh...i stole d left picture frommm his taggedd..hahhaa!!cos he stole my fav handsignnn!!hees..sowie 4 stealing gee..hehe..sooo yeaaa...falll for tis guy 4 almost threeeeemonthsssss..haha!!since d dae we sembang...i've fallen for himmm...hmphh...butttt...not sure wether i hav d chanceeee...isangeeee...hahaha!!for mie...he's a kiuuut guyyy...swiittykiutyychocolate....hahaha!!my loooovesss kinderbueno...cam paham ahkkk!!!hahaha!!i wish i kuld giv him d happiness tat he wantsssss..or neeeeed...but..ue noe mie...im alwaes finding fitesssss..takde keje mahhhh..hahaha!!hmphhhhh...aiyo geee...can i b wittt him???haixxxx..hahhaahha!!wattt doo ue tinkkk??hahaha!!CRAVING FOR KINDER BUENOO!!!hahahaha!!!!aduhaiii...hmphhhh...im in looove wittt ueee!!!hahaha!!!shitttt...fuckkshitt...haixxx..i want him i want him i want him..hahaha!!SUHADAHILMI...niceee ryte??i noe!!hagagaga!!!tapi susah uh...confirm die ramai peminat siaaaa...hmphhh...we suppose to mitt todae...tapi tk jdi...or maebe takkan mitt punn...alah!!!hmph....wasted sia!!i want to be his...can mah!!grr...gimme a chance to prove ue that i'lll giv ue happiness..can mah??please ah!!!hahaha!!suada dah mabok cinte gee..haha!!that tyme kan..that tyme...he kol mie b...tapikan...i go like ignore uh...haixxx...hahaa...wasted siaaa...malu tapi mahu..hahaha!!bodo punye kambeng..haha...mbekkk!!hmph...i'll wait for uee..till i cant...waiting=hurts..aghhh!!!tadi apek nak patah balek..but..neh...d way he is...i dun believe himmm...lagilagi bdak maen baju..takleh pcaye siaa..haha!!!had enufff wit tis kind of ppl...FUCKOFF OKAE!okidoki....cant waittt for fridaeee gee...hees...vivo henderson yahooo!!!hahahha!!okidoink..takincre peeps...luve ue...kinderbueno loooooves[;..tata!!

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Written on: 9:47 PM

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D dress i bought...lawa ke?nice or not?gimme comments at tagged okea...like isit too short or smth...juz gimme comment...i neeeed it!![: thankiue mucmuc


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Written on: 6:18 PM

Date : Sunday, May 17, 2009


alualu gee...hehehe!!backback....wat a dae....tiring dae...aiyo gee..hahah!!miss mama siaaa...hmph...sooo..haha...bought greeeeen dressss for 35buxxxx at far east plazaaaaa...hagagaga!!expensiveeeee...went there wit meowww...mit mama n akak 1stt....then angkat kaki take train go orchard..haha!nak pi fareast plaza..tersampai fareastshoppingctr...aiyo geee...luckily im smarttt..haha!!too smart actualli..hees...then walkwalk search baju...got tis black baju uh...nicenice..if wear wit belt lah...but..black lagie??hahah!!sooo walk againn...terpikat ngn d greeen dressss...thanksss to meowww whu spot d dresss..hahahaha!!!then walk back n loook 4 d last tyme at d blackkkkbajuuu....but thenn...since i wanna change my style...i try on d greeeen dresss.,,teehee...1stly try..tak muat..[fuckkk!!im growin verticallly sia....kieeewak!!hahaha!!]so muz takeout my braaa..haha!!cos dat dresss got sponge..hahaha!!tetek tooo bigg uh..haha!!shhhhh..ouh yarhh..dh bukak..tetap tk muat sgt..aiyo!haha..ask meow to zipp..cnt...so then d shopppkeeper zip..pastu can..tak ke pelek..haha!!!it turn out so niceee...but thenn quite shortt..hees...then try it with half cardi...btw...d dress is a tube dress yea..mm...so yar...it turn out reli nicee...but without d bra...i feel so naked..aiyo....hahah!!so yea...try on sum shadess...lawa...but too expensive...so dun buy...hagagagaga...then gopay..thought of buying geekspecs..but none interest mie...so...went off to wdlnds go mkn..n walkwalk..bbual mepek..nyanyinyanyi...amek gmbr kat tngatnga road...haahaha...laugh like horse???haha!!wth!!thenthen...sit at rc..take some pichasss...till 9..then went offf...nga jln pulang..ade jek org swiitswiitt..aku tauu aku lawa...haha!!jkjk..soo yea...haha...yesterdae..d dae before yesterdae..hees...went out wit atikah n que...hahaha!!so awkward..but then it end up fun!hahahaha!!!went to mit que mkn at banquet..ate n.aym..n she ate banmien isit...tetap tak abes....then play d eggyolkkk...wic turns out like a lendeh..haha!!eeeeyuwww...haha..then meeet dansih[que's bro]at inttttt....went offf take 963 drop at bp..take 174 go clementi..haha!!!thennn bbual manyak n weee missed our stoppp...luckily d bus puseng..hahhaa!!!then blablabla....haha!!que...phmphm jek yer..hehex...meet atikah at clementi stn...she change!!haha..pweeetey!!!n off to jurong pt........jlnjln...tapi tak lik pape uh...nth mucc there...so decide to go vivo..took 360..sal bole jek...its a doubledecker buss...take d top sit...each take pair seat..sit alone...pnye lame..pnyee sejuk..haha...idk how long it took uh..hahaha!then got tis apek[kawan que]hahahaha...bbual ngn imaginary frennye..hahaha!!!kieeewak..ohyar...before taking d bus...saw tis 2 couples hugging each other....the gerl was short ahk...sooo wit sia...mi n que like..jealous lorh..hahaha!!like damn swit loh...haha!!miss sia hughug..ahahaha!!!so yar..at vivo..hees...que is alwaes repeating her sial ah sial ah sial ah..hahaha!!!saw copules...moore ouples...evrywher couples...hahaha!!then my msn fren saw mieee...haha....shuffling away...aiyoo....nga maghrib geee.hmph!!!sooo yeaaa...off we go to mac ate icecreammm...yumyummcflurry..haha!!n im d last one to fnshh gee...n..haha!!my fav partt..que confident picet traffic lite tats not even werkinggg.hahahahah!!!!!bagusbagus...hehex..then summoreee....d road was block...so no vehicle will drive pass larh..hahaha!!!!!apeda nie minah...then yea...separate at d bus setop....hahaha!!!!so yeaaa...home sweeet homeee...thats enufff for now geeee...hahaha!!takincre peeeepsss.mmmuackssssss...cant wait for nxt fridae!!!!!geeyeA!

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Written on: 12:45 AM

Date : Wednesday, May 13, 2009


a loner forever?i dunnoe..haha!my life is changing...everything changes...haha!!well...wat to doo..ue cant expect evrything to stay d same ryte..hees..geeyea..im fading away..hmph...looking at d past..its reli sickening..but still..gotta accept it..hahaha!!exam finally gonna end..haha!!hope i improve..improve iket pn jadielah..then nth..aiyo!hahaha!!nxt yr ite??wah stressss..hahaha!!!nemind..salkan dpt masok poly..hees..singing sooon..in front of ue guysss...sowie uh kalau tk SODAP ke..haha!!!geeyea...natural smiles r no moore in mie..y?idk..hees..maebe ltr i'll giv try to b naturally hepi..hahaha!feel like catching a muvieee...whu shuld i ajak ehk...hmph...wow..im reli that fucking tired arent i..aiyo..haha...when is tis gonna end ehk...waiting 4 my abg kesayangn to kua...n gonna hav hell lot of fun..hahaha!anyooone can sing 4 mie??it'll b appreciated..hahaha!!walao....so bored gee...tomolo start skool late..hehehehe...11reach skool...sooo gooood!!hahaha!!nantok uh....wat shuld i doo?hahhahaa!!!hungry siaaaa!!!hahahaha!!!well suada...buck up yar gee..hehe...dun lose hope..i'll b by ure side oteh...well..im alwaes there wit ue wat..hahaha!!!wth...kk..takincre duedas...looooves..mmuackss..haha...chidiyos..wee~[;

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Written on: 7:23 PM

Date : Monday, May 11, 2009


tomolo examexam..aiya..havent study..hahahah!!!hmph...read abg's letter...hees....sooo...sooo...hee..nth!!!!went to tpy hoome...mit mama.....hahaha...didnt doo anything muchh..hhaha...before go tpy...jlnjln pt cwp wit illa..skali terserempak ngn nie kenet...hahaha!!!pierced my right ear at excraft..hees....yupyup...thentryout all d shades n specs..haha!!i was cwazie at cwp...hungry mah...mengidam ipod!hahahahaha[=.....wtf im tokin..hees...nak berak uh!hahahaahha!!!cant wait 4 june....i want buy new stuffff!!!but dunnoe wat...haha...ohyar!!!highwaist skirt!!!plzzzzzz......hmphh...oklah..till here...chidiyos...mmuackssss!!!

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Written on: 11:25 PM

Date :



HEPPPEI MOMMEI DAE!!!!i LUVE UE MINAH!!!HAHAHA!!LUVE UE MAMA![=..MMMUACKSSSS~

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Written on: 12:02 AM

Date : Sunday, May 10, 2009







ure not alone...together we stand..i'll be by ure side u noe i'll take ure hand...hees...yupyup...problems fites come n go...hagagaga!!!cheerup queque...u still have mie...muz stand up kae...i'll catch if ue fall oryte..haha!!hmph...i thought being silent,everyone will be okae...wil b fine...but unfortunately noo...i was juz lending my ears to illa..when u gals...rema,haizan,dee n keisha thought i was siding her to juz have grudge wit ue guys...yaya...its funnn to get into fitesss...but not now....im tired of itt...i fought wit ezul evry single dae until 1st may...n to noe d truth..it sucks...he played wit mie 4 the fucking 3 months..its a huge tyme okae!!!3mths!!!n i was called bitch for that...i dun even noe he got mataer..i was in guilt..agh!!..y but luckily...im strong..haha!!im still trying my hardest to stand on my own...without anyoness help...no worries...i dun need anyone's pity..i juz need ure respect n understandings...can i hav that please...i beg ue...i dun care ppl hatred mie or watsoeva...i'll juz need some repectsss...thats all...nth much...can?im not wit kembong?...cos i dun wanna let her b addicted to mie..haha!!!!i mean...wat if one dae i went missing...haha!soo...yea..haha!!phmphm...kk...friends foreva??haha!!im not sure...reli not sure...haha!!but i've promise ue that we'll grow up togetha ryte..n i'll watch ue die...hees..n go japan..haha!!!n que...i've promise ue that we'll hav our double date at 18..haha!!i wanna buy my dress,shoe n skirt!!!!aghhhh!!!!!!!!n illa....go n taubat lah ue..hahaha!!!okaelah...till here yea...takincre peeps..byeee...luve ueee...mmmuackssssss....[;and guys...eventhough ue dun like that person...can ue juz care how tat person feels??sedangkan binatang ade perasaan..piss bebeh!

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Written on: 11:24 PM

Date : Friday, May 8, 2009


olaola gee[=...hehehe!!!wow!!reli am tired!!!juz got back hoome from vivo...meet qis at bns...she bought mie mangoiceblend without pearl..hehe..then take 963..dropp at bp..n take 190 go orchard..fareast..walkwalk roundround...search 4 any interesting dress..top...juz smth to putt on..agh...but just my luck..takde..buut que got buy tis 15bucks baju uh..hahaha!!nicenice....then off we go to vivo...by bus 65..opposite of boulevard orchard..hehe!wait 4 d bus like....30mins??haha!!doubledecker bus gee...ni minah takk tauu diam....mengacau jek...aiyo gee!!hehehe..then drop off...pastuuu jlnjln n criusly was lapa...kebuloh...thought of eating at banquete....but then went to kfc..nga jln..ade ni minah tudong stare atas bawah...kate jek pakai tudong...tgk org wit no respect...aku pun stare alek uh..uat org tkde mood jek...ate zinger meal wit cisfries while qis ate 2pc chicken ml..tapi tk abes..haha!!walk n walk...search 4 halfwaist skirt...tapi takde...got tis 1 shop...we call it our laughing gass shopp...tak silap tiverisland gaknye..ke topshop...dunnoe lah..then saercg=h 4 any laughing gas shop..hahaha!!tapi takde...walkwalkwalk..dh 8.30 then decide go backkk..skali got tis minah like proud having a guy uh...showoff!!!!hhaaa..queque dara dah up!hahahh!!minah pun mule lah maki..hehe...then sAW nonet...que's fren...pastu take 963 hooome...queque stopp 1st..salams n hugg..then she went off...slept at bus..then dahh pai!!!!!hahaha!!!im hooome...lapalapalapa!!!takincre peeps...luve ue bebeh!!!!cant wait ror 19 n 23!!!a date wit queque.....haha!!!byee..wee~[=

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Written on: 11:19 PM

Date : Thursday, May 7, 2009


4 d 1st eva time...i feel like drinking milk...strawberry milk lh tapi...haha!!!ni pasal ade oreo uhk...hmph!!!eat alot todAe...aghhh!!!hahaha!!big apptite....hehe....tok crapsss wit azharberry..haha!!mengundang per gee...but well...hav fun wit it!!hahaha!!!aiya...going pergas soooon...starting june...hmph...boredbored...aiya..hehehe...my bruder dh alekk...hehehe!!!shopping snacks...so mny snacks sia he bought..haha!!!talking bout sopping...juz now i help my bruder ipa n sis carry stuff 4 1mth necessity...sooo alot lahhh...hahaha!!thenthen got tis one kiut christ church uppersec stu,guy lah...offer mie to carry d stufff...so i said neh..its okae...no thankss..hagagaga!!!then he smile at mie...so damn kiutnesss.hahaha!!!here i fall for a chinese guy..hahaha!!!kiurt sia that boi....naceb baek tk go mntk num..haha!!!kiuuut banget gee!!!!!!hmph...then si illa gi sebot name ezul...criusly..i was close in forgetting ezull...aghh!!!!thenthenn...juz now kembong say...lagu heylo isit by beyonce...remind mie of aznie n mie..agh!!!!!hahaha!!haissss...y must be them uh??grrr...hahahaha!!!!cant wait for 23 n 19!!!haha!!!8yrs anni n a date wit que..hahaha!!!luve ue peeps...mmuacksssss.....suada syg kamue[;

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Written on: 10:29 PM

Date : Wednesday, May 6, 2009


assalamualaikum!!!!hehehe[=..panas siaaa..haha!!!get back from skool,on tb teros ade syed azmir tenga nyanyi...wow!!!hahaha!!!coincidence..hehe...then mknmkn manyak sia...camne tk mok..haha!!then mcgmcg wit gun..hehe...i luve himm!haha!!!suada syg gun...bkan mataer hor..haha!!kembong wrote letter to wq...mie included..haha!!!thenthen...mt class tdo all d wae...ngantok gee...haha!!hakeem sedeh sei kene mara...hmph...so i gav him small note..hehe...[=..kiutkan..haha!!we were ones close...but now dh tak...sedeh pe gee...hmph....zul tk abesabes kasi duet skola..haha!!!i'll return himm sooon...thankiueeeee[=...appreciateeee lotsss...hatredhatred everywhere..haha!woow..i dun giv a damn lah...mepek uh nie sume...mcm kanakkanak gee...kwn sendiri sanggop drg uat gtu...mementengkan diri sendirieeee....aiya...kk..haha!!dalah....nk pi uat eng..hagaga...well people...cheer up...i'll b rite here oteh...aku duduk d sini sbatang kara..haha!!!chidiyosss peeps...suhadah sayang kamue...mmmmuacks...byee..wee~[=

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Written on: 11:10 PM

Date : Sunday, May 3, 2009


alualu[=...hmph...well...had fun todae wit fammy....go roller blading at ecp..hahaha!!!funni incidents happen gee..ahahhaa...aja mama how to rollerskate..agh...wateba...then go skate wit akak n abg rhmt..haha!!dier dh pandai lah gee...celebrate nanny bdae...HEPI BDAE NENEK!!![=...then home sweet hoomeee...bcum tanner sia....its like reli damn obvious...agh...hahaha!!yea...yesterdae went town wit que n her frensss...[aizah,azmi,haziq,zarina,fifah]...yea....i cried at d last part...cnt tahan gee...cnt hold back liao...frens left mie alooone...i mn i dun go to them lah...i juz..agh..yeaa....haha!!btw..thankiu quegee...reli appeciate lots...n ure frens r reli...well..hahaha!!!zul hot gee...tepikat skejap sei..if oni he was straight...hmph..haha...geeee......so yea...standing up by own..haha!!!ure gooodfriends in d werld r ure parents..hehe...atok rostam frm swami hme tch mie onneee..hahahaha...yeaa...singleee gee...sape nk ngn aku??hahhaa!!!ade chance nie...jgn terlepas...hahaha!!!ohyar...watch bohsia...wow....rxz sucksss...watcin it reminds mie of my recent ex..haha!!!aku takkan givup krane kau..hagagaga[=....cant wait for abg to cum backkkk...yay!!!!geeyeaaa...tats all gee...takincre...wee~

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Written on: 8:55 PM

Date : Friday, May 1, 2009


finally...im really single...no...im not going back...i will look forward..i wanna hav a hepi life...people only believe wat they read,observe and hear or listen..it sucks..cos sometimes its not truee...people whu only believe by this..reli...juz dun anyhow sae anitin to anyoone...before saying about others..mirror ureself first..and yea...we have d right to talk for ourselves..kk enuffenuff....ti mcm counselour pulak..haha...soo yea..pi mampos ngn tu ezul...suke ati die ngn 'mataer' dier nk ckp ape pasal aku..wat doo u get from a revenge uh?..kau suke kan tengok aku merane..u said i never appreciat ue..think 4 ureself..hav ue fucking once appreciate mie?wat doo u noee..aku mmg susa uh...hidup tanpe kasih syg seorang bapa...at least aku independent hidop sendiri..aku tak harapkan siapesiape pn...for the first time eva..i met a guy like ue...giving a chance 4 a revenge..wtf!ugh...i'll remember 010509...thanks 4 d memories..n gyea...fuckoff my lyfe okae..n ohya...bile kat dlm tu..pi lah piker dan istighfar bnyk...smoge kau dpt pompuan yg lebeh baik dripade aku yer...okaelah...chidiyossssbyeee..takincre peeps...[=

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Written on: 5:26 PM